Several days have gone by since I last not only wrote a blog, but even checked into wordpress.
Life has just been too difficult.
Sometimes, when things get too heavy or overwhelming, I tend to hide deep inside.
Then, I don’t even want to communicate anymore because all I can think of is the inner pain. I feel selfish and stupid and self-absorbed, but there doesn’t seem to be any good tricks to get my mind to snap out of it.
So I hide.
Until the cloud has passed.
No, not a cloud: a full-blown storm.
Maybe today things look a little better. My son seems less disturbed, less sad, less depressed….
Oh please… if only it could stay that way!!!
(However, the case of my face hasn’t gotten any better: after two tooth extractions, one hole doesn’t want to heal, even with antibiotics.)
It rains outside.
Goes with the mood.
But… at least I wrote it down.
One step up toward the exit of the hole;